my second favorite fountain pen is almost out of ink which is a great misfortune. my first favorite fountain pen ran out of ink a
long time ago, like last year or maybe two years ago i am not sure. it was a pink preppy and this one is a black preppy. my mom
gave them to me in 2023 i think. i used to use the pink one for journaling about good days and the black one for journaling about
bad days. except, i lost my journal so i do not know where it is. i think i shall make a page on my website that is a list of all
the items i have lost. anyway, i finally washed some of my huge laundry pile but i am going to do some more soon. i also re-
evaluated my entire wardrobe and i think i am going to give a bunch of my clothing away. a bunch of it is just random t-shirts that
got handed down to me by my older sisters, and a bunch is stuff i spontaneously got from the thrift store a long time ago. so it
can go back to the thrift store! but i heard that thrift stores sometimes throw away clothes because they can't fit it all in
there, but maybe that they also send it to other countries or something? i just don't want to be wasteful is all, i feel kind of
guilty that i am picky even though i already have functional clothing. i am not going to buy a lot of new clothing all at once or
anything, because i want to get things that are not made out of polyester, and those are usually a bit more expensive lol. so i
have to save up for the things i actually want. i really want to get more dresses and skirts because they are my favorite to wear
(i do really love cargo pants though). actually i have a pair of huge baggy cargo pants and the fabric kind of makes a crunching
sound every time i walk in them, and it's a super nice dark bluish grayish color. those are my favorite thing and i love to wear it
with my gigantic thick long stretchy soft cardigan because it makes me look like a walking cardigan monster wearing cargo pants.
that cardigan is also a hand me down from my sister but she has the best cardigans and sweaters!! the t-shirts are no but the
cardigans are yes.
anyway, i have accomplished so much on my to-do list! i am basically up to date on it. these are the things i have done on my t
-do list: shop for school supplies, make new schedules, make e and f thumbnails, appointment with advisor, color charlie, copy
schedules, mom bday present shopping, make bread pudding, do some laundry, review class homework and note taking. these are the
things i still need to do: figure out lunch, copy google keep and lunch into notepad, more laundry, establish way to note taking.
i also need to pack my backpack tomorrow because aaaaaaaaaaa it is my last day before school starts!! i am excited!! but also not
excited because i don't really like school or anything because sometimes it feels kind of meaningless lol. and i don't have any
friends there. however i can do homework calls with my existing friends so that is nice actually. and i can do fall ambience and
tea because school is fall and fall is vibes. sometimes i just feel like my life is not going anywhere, it is just the same thing
every single day, and even if i have the type of life i want it will not be satisfying! but i also like it when life is kind of
monotonous, because it's kind of nice. i guess maybe i am worried that i will fail all my classes again like i did the last two
quarters. that would be very not good. if i eat and sleep well i think i will be able to make it through!! lately my heart rate
has not been as high, and my weight has even been a little bit higher. i even consumed an entire tonkotsu ramen today so i am
possibly able to eat like a regular person now. although, i am still very tired sometimes, such as today when i slept for 10 hours
and 39 minutes. i do not think i will have time to sleep that long during school time. perhaps i will just drink nice coffee.
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currently i am procrastinating writing down my schedules and i have no idea why, since i love writing down schedules. so far i have
written down my sunday schedules but not any of my other ones. what a bother. i am also hungry which is the worst because it makes
me feel annoyed about everything. like i keep hearing sounds from the other room and it is making me annoyed, but i do not want to
be annoyed about it :(.
i have discovered chips and salsa! except, the salsa was not cold! so i am waiting for the salsa to be cold and then i shall eat it
deliciously.
i am slightly behind on my schedule though so i must catch up on some of the things i need to do. mainly budgeting and ordering
gifts for everyone's birthdays and Christmas for the next 3 months. because of the drawing challenge thing, all of september,
october, and november is filled with drawing every day. so in december i can buy presents for people, but that is only any good for
people with january birthdays. except, i am also poor and do not make any money. i think i will get a job next summer but i
probably need to know how to drive first. i am planning to do more driving practice! i do not want to take that driving test
though, because the people are always grumpy and kind of mean sometimes. like one time i had the audacity to slow down before going
through one of those neighborhood intersections, and the guy had a whole rant about how i shouldn't do that. so now when i go
driving with my dad i don't slow down for intersections since it's so bad, and then my dad is upset that i don't do it. so i guess
it probably just depends on the situation.
i think i shall soon make a dedicated page for complaining so i don't complain so much in my nice sofos journal page. anyway, my
salsa is now cold and i am eating it deliciously so i am in a much better mood. i am very freezing cold for some reason though.
maybe i could also take the bus to my job, that would probably work. i just want to make some money so that i am less poor
HELLO YES i am alive again!! there is nothing interesting happening ever though! i am just going back to school soon and everything
so i am mostly organizing everything ever. right now i am waiting for some glue to dry because the pages of my favorite notebook
are falling out and they need glue. i am using the notebook as a nice planner because my favorite planner is for 2026 only. when my
glue is dry i shall schedule my 26 drawing art challenge i think, which i need to work on every day of the week until the end of
november, or something.
oh yes i also need to make a link to this page since there is no link otherwise!
resetting until august!
i have now put a journal in case i want to journal! (the answer is yes)