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7/10/2025

much progress!

today has been so productive! i did my morning routine, sat outside with winifred, and i have a nice outfit. i ate some nice toast
for breakfast and some cookies and yellow watermelon for lunch. i had never heard of yellow watermelon before! i decided i prefer
red watermelon. anyway, then i took winifred for a walk around the block, and afterwards went on my own walk to the park that's
about nine minutes away from my house. i walked around and then went on the playground because no one was watching lol. i wanted
to get my money's worth so i went on all the slides and climbed up all the sides and even went on the monkey bars. i think that
weightlifting already made me stronger because i used to struggle on monkey bars. i also intended to sit on all of the picnic
benches, but i decided to go on the swings first before any children came. after like 2 minutes of being on the swings a family
showed up and i didn't want to steal swings from children, so i left.

the walk home was partially uphill and my heart rate went to like 176 which is higher than it has been before. i felt fine though.
so i walked all the way home and i stopped to look at my google maps, and there was a secret old guy sitting on his porch! he
asked me how my day was so far and i said it was great and that i went to the park! i asked him how his day was and he said it was
wonderful! then i went the rest of the way home.

i forgot to mention that i also had some tasty mint tea and that it was tasty. now i am going to read for 30 minutes, which i was
supposed to do like four and a half hours ago (it is 2:34pm currently) but i was busy walking winifred, eating watermelon, going
to the park, etc. anyway, i am probably going to read the book "though my soul more bent" by maria kreiser. ignore the fact that i
have been reading it since like 2024 or maybe 2023 lol. i am going to finish it this time, because i have put a bookmark in it and
won't go back to the beginning anymore! soon i shall add a photographs and book reviews section to my website, so i can add photos
of mostly squirrels, and possibly other things, and also have book reviews for the book i'm trying to read. ok bye! thank you!


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7/9/2025

was supposed to do my schedule this morning, but did my website instead lol. i guess i will start my schedule at 10:37am instead of
7am.

list of things to add to website

  1. dream journal
  2. about sofos
  3. ambient music
  4. something else i forgot?
  5. shows books and songs reviews

update: it is now 5:15pm and i still have not done anything prodcutive today lol. however i did eat half of a quesedilla. now i am
going to listen to some nice music since i finally found my ipod!! as stated before i found the best song ever called "do the
dance" by illit. there are various performances and an mv but this is my favorite performance: https://youtu.be/PtLSl14VEDg. sorry
that the link doesn't link! i really like the choreography too. i also love the song "style" by hearts2hearts! although, i was
shocked at how young some of the members are. i am older than six of them.

well, i have now listened to my 30 minutes of music! i found the song "gpt" by stayc and looked up the meaning and it has like a
cool meaning!! ALSO, another recommendation: "baby, not baby" by seulgi. it's literally so satisfying to listen to. although, it
does have a swear word but it's censored. now that i think of it, i should just make a song recommendation section on my website
because there are so many songs i must recommend. i shall add it to the list.

the next thing on my list is finishing my morning routine even though it's 6:07pm. which mostly includes finally taking a shower
and sitting on the porch with winifred so that she does not make me her enemy. GOODBYE


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7/8/2025

current theme: me

1 progress

finally back to my own city!! this is the most exciting thing. we picked up winifred (our woof) and she was happy to see us. i
stayed up late last night fixing my themes document and cleaning my google keep, so now i'm all set. my current theme is none
because i just reordered all of my themes. and i can't start one in the middle of the month, so i am waiting until august. however,
even so i do have a default theme which is based on my default vibe lol. the items include: pink, red rose, sparrow, cherry fruit,
coconut flavor/scent, princess aurora (sleeping beauty), stars, unicorns, MOIRA, the united states, and ateez.

pink and red rose are based on rosemarie, my OC! then i asked my sister what animal, flavor, disney princess, and mythological
creature i would be so those are what she came up with. for fruit, i decided on mango because it is my favorite, but she said i
would be cherry because that is what my finch app bird is named!! and her bird is named mango! i felt bad for poor cherry who i
forgot about :(

i thought out of the four random spacey vibes that i came up with (sun, moon, stars, and darkness) i would be the sun because
i like the sun and summer and it is a vibe. but my sister said i would actually be the stars!! which i then agreed with because the
stars are kind of an artsy vibe which i also have, whereas the sun would be like someone who is more extroverted and probably plays
sports or something. i hate sports btw. i think my friends would be the moon and darkness lol (theta and delta). also idk why i
came up with this whole spaceish thing, i think i saw a buzzfeed quiz about it one time lol.

anyway, i still need to update this website a bit since i have like some arts and photos i want to add!! i will have to add new
sections for them. but i am just doing my schedule for now. right now it is 3:30pm and it is a summer day which means it is study
time!! this year and next year i am learning stuff from khan academy during the summer. i don't know how much time i will even have
to study anything because at 4pm it is productivity time and to be honest i don't know what is on my productive list of things to
do lol. anyway, bye!


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7/3/2025

no progress since i am not currently in my home state. however, i took a shower today, which was on my schedule! and i wrote out an
argument that i am going to use in a discussion with a sexist reddit user i saw who was trying to explain that confidence (he
clarified that he did mean confidence, not arrogance) in women is a red flag because women are inferior, and it is easier to
influence and control insecure women (which does not sound like manipulation at all). now that i think of it, it seems like a bad
idea to try to interact with this person, but at the same time he seemed nice enough like i could change his mind right?? if i
decide it is a bad idea i will add my feminism(?) rants page to this website and then explain my arguments there instead.

anyway, i also need to clean up my sister's giant basement because i randomly unpacked everything last night and threw it on the
floor and everywhere. why did i do that? i am not sure. however, it is 10:50pm and i must go to bed because i am trying to finally
fix my sleep schedule. also i am secretly planning to go to confession during saturday because i desperately need to go there and
i have a lot of sins to confess ughh. ok goodbye now.

random aesthetic thing i did today: pouring water on my head out of a water bottle, while standing on a hill in front (not directly
in front) of a parked car with a person in it, who may have been judging me. i had honey on my hair so i needed to do that. i ate a
hot honey chicken sandwich with way too much hot honey. the end!!


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6/30/2025

current theme: being a teenager

zero progress